DONE

This is the offical last post on this blog. After 3 more days it wlll be delted or transfered pr something. Foud a better place so why keep this?As this will be the "final" post, let me say a few things. First and foremost, I hate my life. I relaize I am not allowed ot be happy anymore, nor ever again. I found my soul mate.l..the one person wo completed me...and what happens? I cant be with her. I guess its my fault really. The first time she became mecha distand andf totally stopped talking to me(she did this at least 4 times) i puished to egt orders. I told them send me or I dont reneist...it worked. And not 3 days after i did this, and found out I got them, she told me what was up, cause I threatened to leave her. A interesting note, she once said shed go anywhere with me, as long as we could be together. So yeah...the all this shit happened..I had a birthday surprise for her. I had paperwork to drop my orders all set, all I had to do is sig it, and i was gonna sig it in front of her..what did she do? tell me shes been hding stuff...and then cancels whenw ere supposed ot meet. So like all good things in my life this one went own the shitter. I assume its for the best...im already being pulled at in 5 directions...wait...7 directions..but I just dont care. I pretend to, I make with the hppy happy joy joy, but its all a lie like my life. ok this is it. dont bother commenting on this or anything else, as I wont be bothering with this thing ever again. Rob is done with it as well. so fuck you all, goodnight