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What to do what to do...if anyone actially reads this crap I need advice. To open up again, to try and trsut again, or to stay shut in for awhile. I just got out of something that I consider serious, even if the other party did not. So there is someone who wants me to open up, to trust again. So do i? Damned hard decision to make. IF you can help me please do. If not, hey forge bout it