Sunday, June 06, 2004

Sadness, Sleep Deprivation, and pure outright Boredom

Im sick of my job. The monoatany is killing me ever so slowly. Some nights, its like time moves backwards. i wokr and work and get alot done, and it seems like hours have passed, but I swear its like only 30 mins. I egt so much shit done know that Im on longer shifts, its amazing. I have so much sitting around time it isnt even funny. And do i egt naything productive done in this "sitting around time"? Do i egt nay more stories or poems written? Nope. I sit here and stare at the screen. Hell Ive gotten in the habit of doing others work for them, just to make time pass. That and Ive started doing pushups and stuff here. Nothing to over do it or egt me sweating but a little so egt myself to adehere to the standards placed upon me. Gotta egt from doing 40 pushups and 45 situps in a min to 70 each. That and get my running faster. Mile and a half in 9 mins. Not too hard for somene in shape, but fora fatass like me, heh heh heh. I think my best was 15 mins..If i can shave it down to like 12 or 13 Il be ok, and I might egt to keep mu job.
Lets ee what else is going on... My sis etr who i ahvent seen in 6 years is gonna be visitn gmy father. I had plans to go donw there. Cant do it now. Several people are getting out, and that leaves us with way too few workers. So I egt to stay here. Ah well maybe it iwll only be another 4 before I egt to see her again. Lets see...*taps pencil* I think I mentioned this before, new book out soon, Stepehn kings new dark tower. I shuld have all 800 pages or so read in a day or two. So Ill have a review up here as fast as I can get it done. All for now, back to doing mindless worthless crap. FUN FUN FUN. EDITIED FOR CONTENT BY AUTHOR. HATSA ALL

Yeah forgot to add aomse stuff, at least why sadness and sleep deprivation are in the title. Dreams...yeah dreams seem to be haunting me. bad shit, like the last horrible tragedy in my life repreating itself but worse than before,. FYI if you have no lcue what i eman by the tragedy comment, ill post the whole story on my next day off or tomorrow night dpending on if im busy or not.

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