.Back to This Familair Old Place...

So Im feeling...not so depressed...but an odd combination of sadness, depression, indifference, and joy. Needess to say Ive felt this before, and it isnt good news. I think its my minds way of preparing me for something bad. Ive mentioned before I have a small 6th sense. I can sense things, and Im very very good at reading people. Usually my first inpression is always right, and when I think/suspect/have an idea avout something its almost always right. Granted there have been times where my brain got talking with my paranoia and they concoted some stupid shit that I believed...but Id say im 8/10..or so. more like 75/100. To the point...I have this odd feeling..its been comming and going. I do believe I mentioned it before. A sense of impending doom. God I hate to sound so dramatical...It cant be anything too horrible. Maybe Ill egt sent to jersey during august when i want o be in maryland for this horror convention. Maybe Ill lose my orders to California..or God help me..maybe something will happen to me or someone will die. Who knows..its never been anything huge, but then again last time I felt this...well lets skip that time and go to the one before. Time before last was in HS. Last time is still a bad subject and I dont dare speak of it. Its like speaking the name of some awful evil presecne. You just dont do it. Ok all for now. Stuff t do and whatnot. Later *figured out what bad thing was gonna happen and it was what i always thought it was*