AHHHHHHH

Even when i was young, I was good at reading people, and making "connections" with them. I think thats what makes me easy to talk to. Yet know this thing, this ability seems to be comming to bite me square in the ass. 3 times now, 2 of which have occured in the past 5 days, these feelings have striken me. Like i know something is wrong, something is comming between us. Asking isnt allowed, as its most likely my mind. But then again, it might not be. All i can do is wait, and see what comes form it all. Granted, waiting makes it worse, and trying not to think about it makes me think about it, which enhances the feeling, which brings about pain. God how I wish i wasnt able to be like this, to read people, to sense things, to be able to connect and know when things happen. Its like a crap version of ESP. I dont know WHAT is going on, all I know is thst SOMETHING is going on.Its horrible...ok all for now back to work and my bok, and trying to clear my head...*again feleings were true it WASNT in my head. shows how good I really am*