Dear Readers...

A haunting feeling has come over me. I feel indifferent ot everythig...everyone. Im damn tired which Im sure is a good aprt fo it. But I just dont care...I could walk outside and egt hit by a bus, and id just sigh and say eh what can you do...its like a total numbness has cme over me...its an odd tingly numbness(haha if that makes sense to ANYONE except for me please tell me). Once I get off of work I plan to work on the sotry and do what i can to make it kick ass and try to egt to a halfway point...maybe then go back in and add chapters. A title would be nice but it wont happen. I just wanted to tell all of you, my dear friends(the two who read this one of you ismy best friend in the enitre world...i just dont think you know thats what i consider you{hint hint your the person I apoligised to abut not telling you lol} and the other is of course you Liz)that I love you all. Im feeling very oddly sentimental and caring-ish and quite unlike myself. I havent felt this kind of numb-empty-cold-i dont fucking care feelings since senior year. NO make that junior year...cause thats when I worte the sotry that got me into concelling, and that also when I tried to kill myself...another story for another day. Also Ill add the damned sotry that got m in trouble...if i can find it. Interestinly enough its called "A Suicide Story"...as i said mroe on tat later...depending on several things. Laters all dont have the time nor the inclination to continue this. Goodbye from the bottom of my heart and I leave you with 2 quotes from some of of my fav bands...
"I dont fucking care, i dont fucking care, i dont fucking care anymoooooooooooooooooooore" reel big fish
"FUCK THE WORLD, FUCK EM ALL" ICP
"IM thinking of, thinking of fucked people, think all the shit I love, thinking of fucking it all away...." Korn
Later